i miss the broken promises
and angry words
and all the little things
that made us cry.

i miss the tears that made us who we are
and the laughter that
used to fix everything in the end.

i miss the sound of our hearts beating
together when you held me
and i miss the feeling of completion
when your fingers were locked with mine.

i miss the late-night conversations
about dreams for the future,
OUR dreams, together.

have you forgotten,
darling,
all the things we’ve shared?

our craziest fantasies,
that shy little word (forever?)
and the possibility
that we’d never need
to let go.

i miss the secret little kisses
and the teasing little fingers
that would skate across skin.

i miss the i love yous
and the i miss yous
that were mutual
and honest.

i miss the emails from
across the room
and the text messages
that woud light up my screen.

i miss the smiles
and the happiness
and everything else
that made the world
seem so much easier to bear.


a relationship takes two people,
to start and end,
but you never got my permission
and that’s my license
to never let go





p/s:kegilaan tumblr.....sigh**