Rindu seorang kawan

بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم


Orang kata, kalau kita mimpi seseorang tu, maksudnya kita rindu dia or dia teringat kat kita..betul ke?

Well..aku mimpi seseorang..seorang kawan yang mengakui dirinya kawan rapat/baik aku..:(
Dah lama aku x dengar khabar n xtahu cerita..x tahu kenapa..nak cek kt fb, aku dah dia removekan..sbb?..aku sendiri x pasti..

disebabkan aku mimpi pasal dia..rindu tu datang secara tiba-tiba..honestly, aku marah dengan apa yang dia buat..sebab aku xtahu apa salah aku..n kenapa nak menjauhkan diri dari aku..tapi x pelah..mungkin kita x sama darjat..x sekufu..kot?

disebabkan perasaan rindu n ingin tahu..aku cuba guna kepakaran stalker aku, ^.^..it works!...aku cari dekat semua list nama kawan-kawan sekolah kitorang yang ada kat fb, yang nyata aku betul..aku xkan dapat jumpa nama dia..

then aku guna profile orang lain, cari lagi...kali ni dekat kawan-kawan dia yang aku kenal..pom!..jumpa..^.^.
quite happy actually, walaupun aku x tahu sepenuhnya..yang aku tahu dia ok..gembira..then fine.

good luck dalam setiap apa yang kau lakukan..I miss you..:/

Sorry kalau ada terkasar bahasa or silap sama ada aku sedar atau tidak..owh..aku dah kawin..sorry sebab x jemput..u know why..

p/s: “Friendship is the hardest thing in the world to explain. It's not something you learn in school. But if you haven't learned the meaning of friendship, you really haven't learned anything.” 

― Muhammad Ali

yes I fall in love

Find someone that isn't afraid to admit they miss you. Someone that knows you're not perfect but treats you as if you are. Someone who couldn't imagine losing you. Someone who gives their heart to you completely. Someone who says I love you and proves it. Last but not least, find someone who wouldn't mind waking up to you in the morning, seeing your wrinkles and grey hair but still falls in love with you all over again.

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                                Everyone says you only fall in love once,

but thats not true because every time I see you, 

 I fall in love all over again

 You completely stole my heart and I hope you never let me go. I think I forgot to tell you..you had me from hello...:)

 

p/s: I love you..:)

Permission

So what's the plan now?
Will we or won't we?
So what's the deal now?
Should we or shouldn't we?

You've taking over my head again, 
Unfolding each memory and, 
Asking permission to keep it in your

Empty, 
Is what You'll find in here, 
Empty... is what you are, 
Without the nice things you had before

So what was it to you
Were we or weren't we?
Did it come back for you?
Now that you finally see

It's already been gone too long
I shoudn't have pick up the phone
I'm asking permission to pretend
That we've moved on

Empty, 
Is what you'll find in here
Empty... is you'll see, 
I'm out of things to offer you


Concert light and Shiny eyes
Tiny fight and Biggest lies

So what am I to you?
Was I or wasn't I?
So what you said was true, 
Did you or didn't you?

You've taking over my head again, 
Unfolding each memory in, 
Asking permission to keep it in your head

Empty, 
When will you love again, 
Empty... is what you are, 
Without the nice things you had before




p/s:  :')

If you asked me

Well I know that I should know better
Than to sit here by the phone waiting like a fool
And my mailbox never got those letters
That you promised would be coming my way soon
Well it’s a strange concept
With all the tears I’ve wept
That I would still accept
If you asked me

Well you show up when you want romancing
And I’m the perfect one to play the part
And I might be in your arms dancing
But I’m not the only one inside your heart
I know you’re not all mine
Cause I see your wandering eyes
Still I would not decline if you asked me

Everybody sees that love has made me blind
And everybody knows that I have lost my mind
And it may be true my heart may be askew
This love may be a ruse
I got everything to lose
But how can I refuse if you asked me

Well my love I can’t repress
So boy I must confess
What I wish you would request
And I aint gonna make you guess
So put me out of my distress
With or without you I’m a mess
And boy I would say yes
If you asked me

p/s:...lagu ni...sama macam apa yg aku rasa sekarang..(@_@')...pening lalat kejap...

For you

It started with a simple call
you were on your way back to your hometown
and I was trying to build my own dreamland


I remember the first day I met you
You were a boy with a checkered shirt
And I'm just a girl with a typical prototype


I feel like I have known you for ages
But I’m still not sure exactly what it means
Sometimes it scares me
Cause I don’t even really know you well enough


Some people called it a life circle
I was taken back by your smile
And the words you spoke
Makes me floating in space








p/s: There's no such thing as love. It's a fantasy.






lama dh x menulis..I don't even know how it start..but let's have a try..(merapu apa ntah)

I was on my way back from work and this little feeling suddenly come...like the old days..
and I love it..:)

I need a Hero 2#

Semua org..mesti happy bila

ada org kata dia rindukan kita
ada org kata dia sayangkan kita
kan?

aku tak tahu how long it will last..

sbb semuanya samar-samar lg..

tapi aku happy..

yes I am..:)

susah nak letakkan kepercayaan bila kita pernah tewas berkali-kali
tapi kita kena cuba
I wish this is the last time I have to do this..

penat...

atau mungkin aku takut dgn bayang-bayang sendiri...

Dear you..

thanks 4 everything...
even kalau xde jodoh pun...
saya tahu..

everything happens for a reason..

sbb saya percaya

"If we lose something, we lose it for a reason, it may be hard to understand. But BELIEVE that something better will come after the loss"

She wants to fall in love with you but she's afraid of getting hurt, afraid of lies, and afraid she'll end up with only tears in her eyes.

p/s: A little conversation with you makes me smile..even for a while

Someone like you

Setiap apa yang berlaku dulu..saya maafkan awak dengan sepenuh hati saya..tanpa ragu..sebab saya tidak ada kuasa untuk menghukum...

Setiap apa yang berlaku..saya terima dengan hati terbuka..walaupun kadang-kadang saya tahu ada perkara yang menajdi persoalan..well..saya hanya manusia biasa..bukan maksum..

Belajarlah menghargai setiap apa yang ada disekeliling kita..semua yang terjadi pasti ada sebab yang perlu kita fikirkan..

hidup ni, bukan hanya untuk mengejar kebahagian semata..banyak lagi yang perlu kita lalui..masa depan yang xpasti...

Mungkin, hati saya dah dilukai..tapi..I'm fine..cumanya..jangan terus melukai hati orang lain..

saya pernah dilukai dan melukai...maaf...



mungkin ini balasan..mungkin ini pengajaran..dan juga pengalaman..

Apa yang saya lalui dengan awak dulu, semuanya pengalaman yang mematangkan saya, yang menggembirakan saya...terima kasih..:)..

Mungkin, saya takkan jumpa orang yang ada six sense tentang saya dengan tepat.. like you do..
mungkin saya takkan jumpa orang yang boleh gelak dengan setiap lawak bodoh yang saya buat..like you do
mungkin saya takkan jumpa orang yang menyempurnakan saya..like you do..
mungkin saya takkan jumpa orang yang sama macam saya...like you..

Tapi sekurang-kurangnya, saya tahu..saya pernah jumpa orang tu..and it's you..
Thank you..:')





p/s:Kita x mungkin dapat apa yang pernah kita ada suatu masa dulu..even kita ubah waktu jadi seperti sediakala

You're not sorry

All this time I was wasting,

Hoping you would come around

I've been giving out chances every time

And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long

Baby but I figured you out

And you're thinking we'll be fine again,

But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did - before

You're not sorry, no no oh

Looking so innocent,

I might believe you if I didn't know

Could've loved you all my life

If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets

And I'm tired of being last to know

And now you're asking me to listen

Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did - before

You're not sorry

You're not sorry 

You had me crawling for you honey

And it never would've gone away, no

You used to shine so bright

But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore

I won't pick up the phone

This is the last straw

There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry

But I don't believe you baby

Like I did - before

You're not sorry

You're not sorry

Taylor swift

p/s: Aku tahu..orang tengok aku mudah..terus senang lupa..bila orang tanya, aku kata "biarlah"..

bila orang kata.."xrindu?"...

aku cuma jawab x..cikgu orang yang selalu paling banyak tanya...

orang tak tahu..haih~~kalaulah boleh cerita dari a-z...

malas dah nak cakap..benda dah lepas...penat..tau x..penat..sedih-sedih ni penat..

yang happy tu..simpan buat kenangan..:)

dah la..apa ntah merepek..jom tido..esok keje...:0

Please don't

Jangan salahkan apa yang dah jadi
Jangan sesekali menyesal dgn setiap apa yang dah kita lakukan..

belajar..
belajar menghargai
belajar memahami
belajar dengan apa yang dah terjadi

sebab
tu semua takdir tuhan

xkan kita nak melawan takdir tuhan
xkan kita nak salahkan tuhan hanya kerana kejahilan sendiri?

Tuhan lebih tahu setiap apa yang berlaku
dan Dia lebih tahu apa yang akan berlaku

kita ni..manusia..
kecil sangat pengorbanan yang dah kita buat kalau nak dibandingkan dengan segala nikmat yang dah Tuhan beri

jangan mengeluh
apa pun yang berlaku...berterima kasihlah pada Tuhan
sebab saya pasti
semua bersebab

Tuhan xkan uji kita kalau kita xmampu

memang kita x boleh undurkan masa
tapi sekurang-kurangnya kita tahu
yang kita boleh ubah masa depan kita

berusaha lah..:')

jangan salahkan takdir..walau apa pun yang kamu hadapi..please...don't..:')

Tired

 Hold my hand while you cut me down
It had only just begun but now its over now
And your in the heat of moments with your heart playing up cold
I'm between the middle watching hastiness unfold
In my eyes your were smiling in the spotlight dancing with the night
The night
Fell off your mind

I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time
When I don't get nothing back
And for what, and for what, and for what
When I don't get nothing back
Boy I'm tired

Where'd you go when you stay behind
I looked up and inside down and outside only to find
A double taking punching hard and laughing at my smile
I get closer you obviously prefer her


I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time
When I don't get nothing back

And for what, and for what, and for what
When I don't get nothing back

Boy I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time
When I don't get nothing back
And for what, and for what, and for what
When I don't get nothing back
Boy I'm tired


(I should have known)

Never mind said your open arms
I couldn't help believe the trick me back into them









p/s: :)

Gadis bijak yang disampahkan-Fynn Jamal

gadis bijak yang disampahkan

jika kau tak izinkan aku menjahit tubuhmu pada aku,
sila beredar.
andai kau tak relakan aku menyimpan bulan dibilikmu,
sila keluar.

jika kau tak kalihkan aku memejamkan matamu tiap waktu,
sila pergi.
andai kau tak redhakan aku merangkulmu tanpa jemu,
sila mengerti --

rasa posesi ini bukan semata buta-buta,
rasa milikan ini bukan semata dusta-dusta.

silapkah cemburu?
salahkah cintakan kamu?
bodohkah keyakinanku?
apakah aku tak malu?

tersiat-siat seperti kertas dikoyak-koyak
walau sekadar embun menyentuh jarak,
disiang-siang seolah ikan dipotong-potong
meski hanya angin menghembus kosong.

mengapa kenapa?
mengapa saya?

aku takut dilupakan, kerana itu.
aku takut hilang, persis dahulu.

kewujudan yang tidak lain tahu.
keberadaan yang sentiasa dikelambu.

tuhan, padamkan cinta aku pada manusia,
kerana ia menyiksa aku.

tuhan, yakinkan aku, dzat aku ini tak sepenting mana,
yang ku kononkan pada jiwaku.

aku ini perempuan,
sebijak mana pun aku,
harus menjaja menjual cinta.

“Love is a word that is often overused. When someone says “I love those shoes” they don’t literally mean they “love” the shoes. They just like them. Our generation has told too many people “I love you” People say it like it’s nothing. Just something that you are “supposed” to say. It begins to lose it’s true meaning. No one understands what love really means until they meet that one person that you want to be with every second of everyday. The one person that could make you fall apart. The person that can control your mood. The person that if they died you wouldn’t know how you were going to go on. The person that can make you smile when you want to cry. The person that no matter how much they have hurt you, you still want them, and couldn’t imagine being without them. The person that when just IMAGINING who they have been with and what they have done with them could just bring tears to your eyes. Some people mistake that if you love someone that everything has to be perfect with them. That you will never fight, never argue. No. That’s just appears to be love, and what we want to believe is love. When you love someone you are with them through the thick and thin, the good and the bad. So when using the word “love” think about it. Don’t just say it because you think it’s the right moment to say it, or because you think you are supposed to say it.” — Unknown

I dreamed a dream

Susan Boyle


I dreamed a dream in time gone by
When hope was high and life worth living
I dreamed that love would never die
I dreamed that God would be forgiving

Then I was young and unafraid
And dreams were made and used and wasted
There was no ransom to be paid
No song unsung, no wine untasted

But the tigers come at night
With their voices soft as thunder
As they turn your hope apart
As they turn your dreams to shame

And still I dream he’d come to me
That we would live the years together
But there are dreams that cannot be
And there are storms we cannot weather

I had a dream my life would be
So different from the hell I’m living
So different now from what it seemed
Now life has killed the dream I dreamed

Consider me gone

Every time i turn the conversation to something deeper than the weather
i can feel you always shuttin' down.
And when i need an explanation for the silence
you just tell me you don't wanna talk about it now.


What you're not saying is coming in loud and clear we're at a crossroads here...


If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone


With you i've always been wide open like a window or an ocean.
there is nothing i've ever tried to hide.
So when you leave me not knowin'
where you're goin' i start thinkin'
that we're lookin' we're lookin' at goodbye.


How about a strong shot of honesty don't you owe that to me...


If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
If you don't get drunk on my kiss
If you think you can do better than this
then i guess we're done
Let's not drag this on
Consider me gone.

Consider me a memory.
Consider me the past.
Consider me a smile in an old photograph
someone who used to make you laugh.

If i'm not the one thing you can't stand to lose
If i'm not that arrow to the heart of you
Then i guess we're done let's not drag this on.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Consider me gone.
Just consider me gone.



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