Do you love me even with my dark side

Assalammualaikum..

Lagi dua minggu...^.^

Kadang-kadang, bila difikirkan balik..rasa macam x percaya..aku masih lagi belum rasa teruja sangat..masih lagi belum rasa gemuruh atau apa saja perasaan yang orang lain selalu cakap..mungkin belum masanya lagi..

Cuma, sekarang..aku rasa terlalu bertuah..dengan apa yang ada disekeliling aku sekarang ni..I maybe not perfect in any single way..but if I told you what was happened to me..and what I get now..I'm sure you would be agree with me too..(betul x oh my english?)

Kadang-kadang, aku rasa x layak untuk semua ni..dan kadang-kadang aku rasa semua ni adalah hikmah atas setiap apa yang jadi pada aku sebelum ni...Alhamdulillah..:')...atau mungkin dalam erti kata besar hatinya..ganjaran untuk aku.

Tapi..kadang-kadang aku takut..yang masa depan xkan dapat terima masa silam..aku takut..masa depan musnah hanya kerana masa silam..walaupun aku dah diberikan jaminan...hati manusia..boleh berubah tanpa kita sedar..kan?

Doa kan yang baik-baik untuk aku..

Ada lagi satu berita..masa depan juga..doakan yang terbaik..nak pg interview..ni betul2 untuk masa depan..jalan dah dibuka..sekarang tinggal aku untuk tentukan hala tujunya..berhenti separuh jalan atau teruskan perjalanan...

dah lama x menulis dalam ni..aku jadi macam blur nak tulis apa..

ada satu lagu yang boleh bagitau apa yg aku rasa sekarang..:)

Biar Sampai Ke Bintang

Biar mimpi sampai ke bintang
Kerna kita semua tahu
Kerana ini impian
Setiap satu dari kita






p/s: Doakan yang baik-baik saja..:)

From someone for me

Dear you..
tq..:')..



p/s: miss you..:'(

If you asked me

Well I know that I should know better
Than to sit here by the phone waiting like a fool
And my mailbox never got those letters
That you promised would be coming my way soon
Well it’s a strange concept
With all the tears I’ve wept
That I would still accept
If you asked me

Well you show up when you want romancing
And I’m the perfect one to play the part
And I might be in your arms dancing
But I’m not the only one inside your heart
I know you’re not all mine
Cause I see your wandering eyes
Still I would not decline if you asked me

Everybody sees that love has made me blind
And everybody knows that I have lost my mind
And it may be true my heart may be askew
This love may be a ruse
I got everything to lose
But how can I refuse if you asked me

Well my love I can’t repress
So boy I must confess
What I wish you would request
And I aint gonna make you guess
So put me out of my distress
With or without you I’m a mess
And boy I would say yes
If you asked me

p/s:...lagu ni...sama macam apa yg aku rasa sekarang..(@_@')...pening lalat kejap...

Come as you are

p/s : Take your time, hurry up, choice is yours, don't be late.

Seriuskah?

Bagak-Curiga





Siang malam ku menunggu
Namun dia kata rindu, seriuskah?
hanya sekali seminggu
Pangilan datang darimu, seriuskah?

Bila saja fikiranku
Menilai kelainanmu, seriuskah?
Siang kerja malam tidur
Kau ingin masa rehatmu, seriuskah
Seriuskah

Kucurigakan
Dia Kelihatan mencurigakan
Bila itu bukan yang ku berikan
Bibirnya penuh kenyataan

Ku curigakan
Kian hari semakin berjauhan
Dia berikan seribu alasan
Bibirnya penuh tiap kenyataan






p/s:..x payah cakap & fikir banyak..tunggu dan lihat je..:)

Harga diriku or harga dirimu?

Di dirimu aku menemukan
Yang mencintaiku
Yang menyayangiku
Di dirimu aku ketakutan
Kau biarkanku
Kau tinggalkanku

Bila kamu tak lagi denganku
Ku tak tahu apa ‘tuk jalani hidupku
Bila memang kau pergi dariku
Ku tak ada lagi di dunia ini

Mengertikah kau siang malamku
Dan tangis tawaku
Kau semua hidupku
Pandang aku pandanglah hatiku
Aku tak mampu melangkah tanpamu


Bukan ku tak punya harga diri
Tapi dirimu begitu berarti
Kaulah nafasku engkau harga diriku
Mengerti aku….






Seseorang..yang aku rasa kalau orang yg rapat or mengikuti blog ni (ceh...ada ke??)..sgt tahu siapa...bagi lagu ni kat aku..lama dh..beberapa bulan yg lalu..

kalau betul perasaan tu ada...ianya dah terlambat..kenapa x dulu?..kenapa baru sekarang nak ada perasaan macam ni?....well...kita semua akan cakap.."everything happens for a reason"...kan?..aku pun berfikiran macamtu...





p/:..kita tahu kita semakin kurang mempercayai manusia sekeliling kita bila kita punya rasa insecure pada setiap orang yang kita kenal...dan ianya amat menyedihkan..perlu ke salahkan masa silam?..atau kita yang bodoh?

Parachute

Kalau dibandingkan dgn Cheryl Cole, aku lebih suka Ingrid nyanyi..sebab..aku mmg minat dia..hahahaha!..

tapi serius..aku lebih suka dgr dia nyanyi..

lagu ni xde makna apa pun..tapi aku suka lirik dia yang first!!..:)


I don't tell anyone about the way you hold my hand
I don't tell anyone about the things that we have planned
I won't tell anybody, Won't tell anybody















p/s:nak jadi pengapit, tp baju x siap lagi...ni yang nak mengamuk ni!!!

Marry you

It's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Well I know this little chapel on the boulevard we can go,
No one will know,
Come on girl.
Who cares if we're trashed got a pocket full of cash we can blow,
Shots of patron,
And it's on girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

I'll go get a ring let the choir bells sing like oooh,
So whatcha wanna do?
Let's just run girl.
If we wake up and you wanna break up that's cool.
No, I won't blame you;
It was fun girl.

Don't say no, no, no, no-no;
Just say yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah-yeah;
And we'll go, go, go, go-go.
If you're ready, like I'm ready.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Just say I do,
Tell me right now baby,
Tell me right now baby.

Cause it's a beautiful night,
We're looking for something dumb to do.
Hey baby,
I think I wanna marry you.

Is it the look in your eyes,
Or is it this dancing juice?
Who cares baby,
I think I wanna marry you.










p/s: Setiap kali dengar lagu ni..aku senyum sampai ke telinga...haih**...xnak cakap apa-apa buat masa ni..biar masa yang tentukan..sebab dari perkara-perkara lepas banyak yang aku belajar..bila tiba masanya U will know..


Dear you, If you were meant for me..I'll always be here..waiting for you..and when the right time comes.. I'm ready..If you're ready.. I promise..:)


This world is not mine, but I know, someone out there is gonna be mine..forever Insya'Allah...

Tired

 Hold my hand while you cut me down
It had only just begun but now its over now
And your in the heat of moments with your heart playing up cold
I'm between the middle watching hastiness unfold
In my eyes your were smiling in the spotlight dancing with the night
The night
Fell off your mind

I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time
When I don't get nothing back
And for what, and for what, and for what
When I don't get nothing back
Boy I'm tired

Where'd you go when you stay behind
I looked up and inside down and outside only to find
A double taking punching hard and laughing at my smile
I get closer you obviously prefer her


I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time
When I don't get nothing back

And for what, and for what, and for what
When I don't get nothing back

Boy I'm tired of trying
Your teasing ain't enough
Fed up of biding your time
When I don't get nothing back
And for what, and for what, and for what
When I don't get nothing back
Boy I'm tired


(I should have known)

Never mind said your open arms
I couldn't help believe the trick me back into them









p/s: :)

Got to go

This time I’m gonna live my life
I ain’t no stepford wife
No I ain’t perfect
Gonna find somebody who’s worth it
And no you ain’t that person
Coz i caught you constantly flirtin’
With my best friend


So I guess I’ll say goodbye
I’ll find me another guy

Why (why why why)
You always makin’ me
Cry (cry cry cry)
No I can’t stand it
No you can’t be my man
It don’t matter who you are,
Even if you were a star,
You’ve got to go
(Go go go go go go)

Read my lips I’m leavin’,
and no no I ain’t teasin’,
This time it’s for real,
Gotta find you another girl,
Coz this one sure ain’t stayin’,
By the time you finish what you’re sayin’
I’ll be gone






p/s: just go...owh..sy bukan nyot...duh~~

Jar of hearts

I know I can't take one more step towards you
Cause all that's waiting is regret
And don't you know I'm not your ghost anymore
You lost the love I loved the most

I learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time

And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are


I hear you're asking all around
If I am anywhere to be found
But I have grown too strong
To ever fall back in your arms


And I've learned to live half alive
And now you want me one more time


And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart

You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Who do you think you are


Dear, it took so long just to feel alright
Remember how to put back the light in my eyes
I wish I had missed the first time that we kissed
Cause you broke all your promises


And now you're back
You don't get to get me back


And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart


You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
So don't come back for me
Don't come back at all


And who do you think you are
Running 'round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
And tearing love apart


You're gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me
Don't come back at all


Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?
Who do you think you are?


Christina Perri




suka lagu ni..suka sangat..sebab..sangat sesuai pada waktunya..dan sangatsangat kena dengan apa yang aku rasa dan alami sekarang...


I have grown too strong to ever fall back in your arms




p/s:mungkin ini boleh membantu untuk memahami apa yang aku rasa sekarang...:)...bukan membenci..cumanya aku dah x rasa apa dah..

Tiada duka yang abadi

Tiada duka yang abadi di dunia
Tiada sepi merantaimu selamanya
Malam kan berakhir, hari kan berganti
Takdir hidup kan di jalani

Tangis dan tawa nyanyian yang mengiring
Hati yang rindukan cinta di jalan-Mu
Namun ku percaya hati meyakini
Semua akan indah pada akhirnya

Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki s'gala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini

Waktu berputar rembulan dan matahari
Bunga yang mekar akan layu akan mati
Malam kan berakhir, hari kan berganti
Takdir hidup kan di jalani

Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki s'gala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini

Andai bisa ku mengulang
Waktu hilang dan terbuang
Andai bisa perbaiki s'gala yang terjadi
Tapi waktu tak berhenti
Tapi detik tak kembali
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini
Harap ampunkan hamba-Mu ini

Statik

Satu, terima kasihku
Dua, jagalah dirimu
Tiga, hapuskan diriku
Moga bahagia selalu

Dosa oh aku akui lemah
Aku tak pernah menduga
Ini kan terjadi
Moga di sinilah titik noktah
(Moga terhenti di sini)

Korus
Rasa ini rasa syurga
Tiada lagi cahaya
Biar gelap yang membuta
Bawa ku ke arah nyata
Rasa ini rasa syurga
Tiada lagi cahaya
Biar gelap yang membuta
Bawa ku arah nyata

p/s:..sebenarnya..x rasa gelap..rasa terang dan tenang..Alhamdulillah..Allah makkbulkan doa aku..dan aku tak mau sia-siakan apa yang dah Dia berikan..:)...suka lagu ni..

Lotus Flower

I will sneak myself into your pocket
Invisible, do what you want, do what you want
I will sink and I will disappear
I will slip into the groove and cut me up and cut me up

There's an empty space inside my heart
Where the wings take root
So now I'll set you free
I'll set you free
There's an empty space inside my heart
And it won't take root
Tonight I'll set you free
I'll set you free

Slowly we unfurl
As lotus flowers
And all I want is the moon upon a stick
Dancing around the pit
Just to see what it is
I can't kick the habit
Just to feed your fast ballooning head
Listen to your heart

We will sink and be quiet as mice
While the cat is away and do what we want
Do what we want

There's an empty space inside my heart
And now it won't take root
And now I set you free
I set you free

Because all I want is the moon upon a stick
Just to see what it is
Just to see what gives
Take the lotus flowers into my room
Slowly we unfurl
As lotus flowers
All I want is the moon upon a stick
Dance around a pit
The darkness is beneath
I can't kick the habit
Just to feed my fast ballooning head
Listen to your heart




p/s: Alhamdulillah..bersyukur dengan apa yang aku rasa sekarang...:)..mari menari macam Thome..:P..comel..high!

Impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did


And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did


And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now


Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open


Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know


Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love is worst
Empty promises will wear
I know 


And know when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now


Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open


Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

impossible 

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof top
Write it on the sky love
All we had is gone now


Tell them I was happy 
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open


Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Mau dibawa kemana

Armada Band 

Mau Dibawa Kemana

Semuanya telah ku beri

Dengan kesungguhan hati untukmu

Hanya untukmu

Tak perlu kau tanya lagi

Siapa pemilik hati ini

Kau tahu pasti dirimu

Tolong lihat aku

Dan jawab pertanyaanku

Mau dibawa kemana hubungan kita

Jika kau terus menunda-nunda

Dan tak pernah menyatakan cinta

Mau dibawa kemana hubungan kita

Ku tak akan terus jalani

Tanpa ada ikatan pasti

Antara kau dan aku

Tak perlu kau tanya lagi

Siapa pemilik hati ini

Kau tahu pasti dirimu

Tolong lihat aku

Dan jawab pertanyaanku

Tolong lihat aku

Dan jawab pertanyaanku

p/s: dia suka band ni...aku?...suka..tapi x boleh dengar..lagu di boleh buat aku kenang semua benda yang x pernah aku miliki..x suka nak bersedih..saya nak ketawa je..

Untuk kamu

untuk semua orang yang aku sayang..yang aku hargai dalam sepanjang aku hidup
untuk orang-orang yang banyak berkorban untuk aku
untuk mereka-mereka yang kurang faham apa yang aku mahu
untuk mereka yang kurang keyakinan pada aku
untuk orang yang kurang rasa percaya pada aku



Aku cuma mahu lakukan ini..:)







p/s:heaven knows I'm miserable now

All is Love

1, 2 ready, go!!
Grow some big feet, holes in history
Is where you'll find me, is where you'll find
All is Love, is love, is love, is love

L.O.V.E, it's a mystery
Where you’ll find me, where you’ll find
All is Love, is love, is love, is love

Ooh ooh ooh ooh ..... All is Love

1, 2 ready, go!!
L.O.V.E, it's a mystery
Where you’ll find me, where you’ll find
All is Love, is love, is love, is lo
Ooh ooh ooh ooh ......
L.O.V.E, it's a mystery
Where you’ll find me, where you’ll find
All is Love, is love, is love, is love ......

Karen O & The kids






p/s: nak pergi bercuti!!!!bubyeh!!!

Surrender

It's not that I don't care
I know its here somewhere
But its more than I can bare to take
I lie awake at night
I never win the fight
Its an addiction I cant shake
Its overbearing me
Growing, flowing, showing


I surrender, forever
I fold, I played the losing card
I'm under
Its over
I give it up its all too hard


It's not I'm unsure
I've heard it all before
But I cant help wanting more to keep
You just don't understand
The way I really am
Its all I ever can be
But underneath it all
I'm breaking, waking, shaking



And now I face it all
I'm falling, crawling, stalling




by
Kasey Chambers






p/s: yes I am..:)